Warning! This blog post is going to be very raw. And honest. Please refrain from commenting your opinion. I have taken my circumstance under serious thought, and I am in no way proud of the person I am about to share with you. I am writing this to vent, and hopefully find peace with my … Continue reading Traumatic Events Remain Traumatic PART 1 (Trigger Warning)
Let me be clear. Notice I didn't say "My" ex's funeral? The funeral I went to was for my BOYFRIEND's ex-girlfriend. I know, I know. This is a very awkward statement, let alone being at the actual funeral. But- all funerals are awkward, aren't they? You never really know how to act. You get to … Continue reading I went to an ex’s funeral…and here’s how it went
It makes you wonder, doesn't it? I mean, let's be honest. If you're a heterosexual woman, don't you sometimes wonder how a man would treat a woman he truly loves? I guess you never really know until you realize what you have, while you have it. My relationship is almost perfect. I say almost, because … Continue reading How Does A Man Love His Woman?
Is it just me, or do you ever notice some of your night worries tend to fade away in the morning? For me, the thoughts I encounter at night time are usually ransom, and are usually negative. They also usually escape my head by morning. I call these thoughts intruders. These are the thoughts that … Continue reading Just let it go
Two things I've personally found some truth in within the past year: 1) Just because you haven't heard from or seen someone recently, does not mean they are not thinking about you. 2) If you miss/love someone, it never hurts to tell them. ❤️
Not everyone has the same heart as you. I've learned this lesson a few years ago. No matter what you do for someone, no matter how soft you touch someone's heart, you can never expect to receive the same treatment. If you feel like you're swimming oceans for people who wouldn't swim a lake for … Continue reading You just have to remember one thing…
Have you ever found yourself reminiscing about a good time with someone who is in your average, everyday life, and then suddenly - BAM! It hits you out of nowhere. You inevitably think about a bad moment with them? Picture it more as an instant flashback memory of this person; not a recurring argument situation. I … Continue reading Forgiving me, constantly.
Think for a minute the type of person you are typically attracted to. Do they usually carry all of the traits you look for/want in a partner; or do you find yourself settling? Someone much wiser than I am once said to me: it's ok to "settle" to some extent in your relationship...as long as you like … Continue reading Distance makes the heart grow fonder…sometimes
There you are, right there. Sitting down, looking over at him. Wondering about this imagined life between you and him. You see a home sitting on acres of clean cut green grass, there's a pool with crystal clean water with a diving board surrounded by trees with fall-colored leaves, you see kids running around with an … Continue reading Russian Roulette with the Heart
Here we go, another chance at love. Isn't is what we all strive to find in this life? Discovering love with another human soul and connecting to them on a physical and mental level. Sounds like the exact objective I'm aiming for at the moment. Realistically, I think about love every day. But how come... when the chance or opportunity comes, … Continue reading The thought of lovin’ you makes me sick