How Does A Man Love His Woman?

It makes you wonder, doesn't it? I mean, let's be honest. If you're a heterosexual woman, don't you sometimes wonder how a man would treat a woman he truly loves? I guess you never really know until you realize what you have, while you have it. My relationship is almost perfect. I say almost, because … Continue reading How Does A Man Love His Woman?

Just let it go

Is it just me, or do you ever notice some of your night worries tend to fade away in the morning? For me, the thoughts I encounter at night time are usually ransom, and are usually negative. They also usually escape my head by morning. I call these thoughts intruders. These are the thoughts that … Continue reading Just let it go

Love doesn’t Quit; You do.

Today is a rainy day; no sun in sight. I'm at work, thinking about my life's greatest qualities... A stable job, plenty of money. A nice house, plenty of space. A reliable partner, full of love. Pets, loyal and happy. Family, loving and constant. Sadly one quality shatters, almost all of the others are affected. … Continue reading Love doesn’t Quit; You do.

The Yellow Room

The yellow room.   I've been aching to write something meaningful lately. I think of probably a thousand different topics on a monthly basis- but I’ve never actually had that "YES" moment...until this morning.   Last night I had a very strange dream. in fact, I have been dreaming vivid dreams lately. I think this … Continue reading The Yellow Room

Who’s in your support system?

"What do I write in my journal about?" I asked my therapist. "Anything. Write about the window you're looking out of. You can write about anything your mind thinks about. Sometimes big things come out of little things so be open minded. It was a pleasure meeting you today. Keep an eye out in your … Continue reading Who’s in your support system?

Do you remember how your first home made you feel?

Laughter, happiness, sadness...anger. Our first home is filled with any and all emotions you can think of. If you can only imagine the thoughts I had the first time I saw our first home. It was like excitement mixed with distress. We were ready to take on the world with our own address. But little … Continue reading Do you remember how your first home made you feel?

One vice and two hearts

Left to right, right to left...She shakes her head. Agony, pain, confusion; happy, numb, lucid. Her eyes, her bloodshot eyes are tired. She feels personally conflicted between self control and losing her greatest mind. Two hearts are leading the way, though his beats faster some days. Scary enough, one day is enough to slow down … Continue reading One vice and two hearts

Forgiving me, constantly.

Have you ever found yourself reminiscing about a good time with someone who is in your average, everyday life, and then suddenly - BAM! It hits you out of nowhere. You inevitably think about a bad moment with them? Picture it more as an instant flashback memory of this person; not a recurring argument situation. I … Continue reading Forgiving me, constantly.