Ghosting a Loved One

What is "Ghosting"? My personal uncensored definition of "Ghosting" is leaving someone in the dark, or, never speaking to someone again, without a verbal reason why. Sounds fucked up, doesn't it? It is, and to be honest, I hate being ghosted. In some cases, it can be heartbreaking. Regretfully, I've ghosted three people on the … Continue reading Ghosting a Loved One

How Does A Man Love His Woman?

It makes you wonder, doesn't it? I mean, let's be honest. If you're a heterosexual woman, don't you sometimes wonder how a man would treat a woman he truly loves? I guess you never really know until you realize what you have, while you have it. My relationship is almost perfect. I say almost, because … Continue reading How Does A Man Love His Woman?

Pobody’s Nerfect…stop beating yourself up!

You read that right. Pobody's Nerfect. Or... Nobody's Perfect, rather. You are not perfect. I am not perfect. All of us probably have a list of things we dislike about ourselves...and maybe you personally blame yourself for why certain people don't like you. But you shouldn't do that. You are who you are for a reason. … Continue reading Pobody’s Nerfect…stop beating yourself up!

One vice and two hearts

Left to right, right to left...She shakes her head. Agony, pain, confusion; happy, numb, lucid. Her eyes, her bloodshot eyes are tired. She feels personally conflicted between self control and losing her greatest mind. Two hearts are leading the way, though his beats faster some days. Scary enough, one day is enough to slow down … Continue reading One vice and two hearts

Tears in her eyes

She's confused, emotional,  insecure and feeling utterly pathetic. Her heart is protected by thick-skin yet through her own mental self-torturing shatters, she has finally found a weak spot. After years of convincing herself, and others, that she can control what her friends call heartbreak, she has found it. She wonders how in the world she feels this way, when her relationship is nothing … Continue reading Tears in her eyes

Anxiety Wins

After walking into the apartment building, I head up the stairs to the third floor. My dog is with me. I just got done taking him for a walk. There are a couple paths I can take once I get up to the 3rd floor. The moment after I caught a glimpse of you and … Continue reading Anxiety Wins