She's confused, emotional, insecure and feeling utterly pathetic. Her heart is protected by thick-skin yet through her own mental self-torturing shatters, she has finally found a weak spot. After years of convincing herself, and others, that she can control what her friends call heartbreak, she has found it. She wonders how in the world she feels this way, when her relationship is nothing … Continue reading Tears in her eyes
Currently away in paradise right now, one thousand miles away from home; but yet I am home. I am resting my head under a roof that belongs to the keeper of many of my childhood memories...my father. It's a new life here for him, it's a life he has adjusted to over the last few … Continue reading Another day in paradise
I spent hours tossing and turning, glancing over at your side of the bed to see if you were awake. You were. I felt the space between us, I knew something wasn't right. I could literally feel the distance between us, as if our hearts were pulling away from each other. I pretended to be asleep, and … Continue reading How love suddenly disappears
There you are, right there. Sitting down, looking over at him. Wondering about this imagined life between you and him. You see a home sitting on acres of clean cut green grass, there's a pool with crystal clean water with a diving board surrounded by trees with fall-colored leaves, you see kids running around with an … Continue reading Russian Roulette with the Heart
I said: Take your time with me. Show me who you are and what you can do. Display your affection, your admiration, your respects...and demonstrate to me the early love you feel. It's only just the beginning. Show me what you know and...don't rush; take your time. Under sudden circumstances, opportunity has come and introduced … Continue reading To love her…
This image...this reflection...this person. She isn't who I see in my head. Who I see in my head is someone much different and much uglier, and completely mismatches what I see in the reflective oval. How well can you visualize yourself in your mind? Do you see your distinctive features as clearly as you see them in the mirror? Do you see your … Continue reading The girl in the mirror isn’t me
Here we go, another chance at love. Isn't is what we all strive to find in this life? Discovering love with another human soul and connecting to them on a physical and mental level. Sounds like the exact objective I'm aiming for at the moment. Realistically, I think about love every day. But how come... when the chance or opportunity comes, … Continue reading The thought of lovin’ you makes me sick
I started this blog with so many ideas in mind to write about: life, happiness, relationships, friendships...the list could go on. I accomplished mostly all of the topics I wanted to cover so now I am starting to wonder what else to write about. Guess you could say I'm going through a writer's blo(g)ck. Heh--See what I did … Continue reading Mama, what should I write about?
As we are all aware-- most of our daily correspondences carry on throughout the use of technology. We are constantly posting updates on social media, instant messaging our friends, and skyping with our colleagues. We are so adept to using virtual technology for accomplishing our most basic tasks. But I have to be honest. I have … Continue reading Online Dating, perhaps?
Sometimes, I just want to reach out to you. To see if you're still there. To contradict these feelings of loneliness when I don't hear from you. Are you still interested in me? Don't you think about me? We were just kissing last week. The reality is, you are still there, but you aren't where … Continue reading Notes on an iPhone: It’s not meant to be