Looking for a space to fit in

Looking for a space to fit in Typical day, racing thoughts. Why am I not enough? I keep reminiscing to a negative state of mind. Oh, it's familiar. I've been there plenty.As soon as I feel inspired, the enemy reminds me of my faults.It's me. I'm the enemy. I do it to myself.I keep thinking … Continue reading Looking for a space to fit in

Mental Health: The good in bad implicit memories

I started seeing a therapist in November of 2019. Fortunately, I found a really good therapist. One that I instantly connected with. Earlier in 2019, I was seeing another therapist--who was a woman, but I didn't gain anything from her at all. Granted, I only saw her twice, but I just didn't obtain anything from … Continue reading Mental Health: The good in bad implicit memories

Anxiety Wins

After walking into the apartment building, I head up the stairs to the third floor. My dog is with me. I just got done taking him for a walk. There are a couple paths I can take once I get up to the 3rd floor. The moment after I caught a glimpse of you and … Continue reading Anxiety Wins