Looking for a space to fit in
Typical day, racing thoughts. Why am I not enough?
I keep reminiscing to a negative state of mind. Oh, it’s familiar. I’ve been there plenty.
As soon as I feel inspired, the enemy reminds me of my faults.
It’s me. I’m the enemy. I do it to myself.
I keep thinking everyone who knows me dislikes me for something.
I try my best to stay focused and limit impulsiveness and wit; but sometimes I slip.
And I find myself in a space I don’t want to be. I’m in this space for days…until the void is filled with heart.
I search for closure and familiarity. I’ve been let down.
I have been unfortunate.
I am still looking for a space to fit in.
Blue Settia 
Writing is therapy …..
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I am happy to see you return, and hope you find a way to post more often. The past is the past. Can’t change it, can’t alter it, can’t visit it. Done is done. Hope you can close the door and start making new memories!
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Thank you! You’re always so kind to me! Writing definitely helps me move past the struggle. I appreciate your kind words! 😃
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