The nights before morning are always a mystery. Unfortunately a good day doesn’t always call for a good night. On the other hand, a single good day could be a hint to achieving a good life. Life is a mystery and you never know what a 24/hour day will bring.
Life has the tendency to press our inner spirit. We evolve around people who ultimately demand our attention in obligations, relationships, and ambitions. Do you ever have that feeling of “being something more”?
Some of us don’t live the 9AM-5PM schedule, so we consider “night” and “day” differently. For me, I am in bed by 10PM and I wake up to start the new day by 6AM. As young as the day starts, my mind has adapted. Every morning my mind wonders into a bajillion thoughts transforming the actual truths in my life to what “could be”.
I think about doing the most bizarre things like randomly moving to Texas, or riding the subway in New York City; taking a trip to Paris, France, or London, the Bahamas! I think about quitting my government job and starting over on a farm with horses, cows, pigs, and chickens. I wonder what driving from the East Coast USA to the West Coast USA has to offer. Only in the young of the day does my mind encourage me to find a new me and forget the real me.
Every morning I conceive this sense of accomplishment that I will experience if I drop what I am currently doing right now to live other endeavors. Yet…the night comes and all of the thoughts I contemplated in the past 10 hours are vague. It’s as if my mind tricked me into thinking I could feasibly achieve these things without facing some sort of hardship.
I know that life is what you make it. I just can’t fathom how random my thoughts are at the crack of dawn. It’s like I am born again each morning finding myself at the other end of the age spectrum by night.
Do you have sporadic thoughts throughout the day?
Yes! I teach school, and I’ve had a great summer so far, but I’m hitting the part where I think too much and have wild fantasies of leaving my entire life behind and live in Thailand or some other grand adventure.
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Isn’t that so crazy! How our minds drift away from us is bizarre. Thanks for sharing! I’m going to look at your content when I get off work! ⭐️
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I already said that didn’t I? LOL this is why I shouldn’t be blogging while working 😂😂😂 talk soon!
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Wow 🙂 🙂 Thank you for dropping a comment to my blog, because of that I have a new favorite 🙂 🙂 Your layout is soo clean, and I’m loving your font. I don’t know how many times I will use the word “love” here, but your story telling writing style is something I will enjoy reading. This is the first content I read here, and I feel I’m home 🙂 🙂
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You are so welcome girl! I really like your layout too. It’s colorful and aesthetically pleasing. I really liked your toothbrush post LOL please continue on with that style! You’re great! Thank you for taking the time to read my blog!
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Oh well gurl that toothbrush really exist. I am still using it. My gums are used to it now 🙂 🙂 Thank you so much for the appreciation. Means a lot to me.
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I’ve always wanted to go to Japan and just live my life there. I love the culture there and just the people are so humble
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Japan has a beautiful culture! Humble is a great word to describe their society.
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💯💯
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Great post and great thoughts! I feel the same way when I wake up.
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Lovely post, but I can’t recommend the subway in NYC. 😜
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Haha! I know I know, I’ve been on the subway, there are a lot of strange people and things underground 🤣🤣🤣 I just imagine transporting on a subway into the wonders of NYC 🗽😁
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Next time you are traveling to NYC, I highly recommend the ferry. I do Port Imperial to Midtown. The approach during the day is magnificent, and leaving at night with the city lights is magical.
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Julie, great recommendation! I’ve been on the Staten Island Ferry one time, when i went to visit a friend. Good times. I’ve never been on Port Imperial though. Do you go to NYC a lot?
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I live about an hour from NYC, so I make it in about 8 times a year. More often in the summer because people come to visit and want to see the city. 🙂
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That is so awesome! I love upstate NY, too!
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I love your mind! Yes I have random thoughts all the time. Sometimes it’s overwhelming though because I’m usually buzzing with exciting ideas. Very interesting post
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Hey Ash! Thanks for sharing. My mind buzz’s more in the morning than any other time of the day! Do you think about different things or the same stuff over and over? Our brains are wild lol
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Lovely post! I overthink a lot as well. Although crazy thoughts of ‘what if’ keep popping into my mind a million times a day, I try my best to stay grounded and enjoy the present moment. Meditation helps a lot with that. I meditate using the Headspace app, you should definitely try it. ☺️
And I totally agree, most nights usually have a strange negativity which disappears at the break of dawn. 😁
I’m sure you’ll achieve all that you dream of doing. All the best! ☺️💛
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Thank you for sharing Ellen! It’s good that you remember to stay present. Each day is such a surprise!
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Definitely! 😁
May I know your name? (or by which name should I address you?)
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Sure! my name is Jessie but feel free to call me Blue or Settia. I don’t mind either way.
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Nice to meet you, Jessie. I’ll call you Blue then. ☺️
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🙂 nice to meet you too!
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Hell yeah! I often get these thoughts. Leave my country and live in Paris where everything is new and fresh that I forget my reality and the hardships I would face there. Still my dream though! Anyway, I thought I’m the only one who has these thoughts, thankfully I’m not. Great post 👏
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Thank you for sharing! You are definitely not the only one. I thought i was the only one, lol. Maybe one day we will be living our thoughts & dreams.
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Do you ever have that feeling of “being something more”? feelings and thoughts most of the time
Like you, I think mostly to go away, to leave everything behind, start fresh in a far point in the world where nobody knows me…and many other things! between the 9-6 job, I can have like thousand thoughts and thousand trips!
Loved your post, it’s genuine and deep
Thank you for following my blog as well and hope you’re a reader because this is what matters to me 🙂
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Exactly! I think about moving away to a town where nobody knows me, too. thank you for your experience in these thoughts! I am most certainly a reader 🙂
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Glad you are and it was a pleasure reading 🙂 will visit other posts when I have the chance
Love the color blue by the way 👌
Have a good time 😊
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Thank you Huguette! Talk to ya soon!!!
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