The nights before morning are always a mystery. Unfortunately a good day doesn’t always call for a good night. On the other hand, a single good day could be a hint to achieving a good life. Life is a mystery and you never know what a 24/hour day will bring.
Life has the tendency to press our inner spirit. We evolve around people who ultimately demand our attention in obligations, relationships, and ambitions. Do you ever have that feeling of “being something more”?
Some of us don’t live the 9AM-5PM schedule, so we consider “night” and “day” differently. For me, I am in bed by 10PM and I wake up to start the new day by 6AM. As young as the day starts, my mind has adapted. Every morning my mind wonders into a bajillion thoughts transforming the actual truths in my life to what “could be”.
I think about doing the most bizarre things like randomly moving to Texas, or riding the subway in New York City; taking a trip to Paris, France, or London, the Bahamas! I think about quitting my government job and starting over on a farm with horses, cows, pigs, and chickens. I wonder what driving from the East Coast USA to the West Coast USA has to offer. Only in the young of the day does my mind encourage me to find a new me and forget the real me.
Every morning I conceive this sense of accomplishment that I will experience if I drop what I am currently doing right now to live other endeavors. Yet…the night comes and all of the thoughts I contemplated in the past 10 hours are vague. It’s as if my mind tricked me into thinking I could feasibly achieve these things without facing some sort of hardship.
I know that life is what you make it. I just can’t fathom how random my thoughts are at the crack of dawn. It’s like I am born again each morning finding myself at the other end of the age spectrum by night.
Do you have sporadic thoughts throughout the day?